boredom personification

When the weekend hits town and you're too exhausted to go out but you're bored to0 death.... This is the outcome..

What's It Worth?

This has been a really tough year for me. The higher you escalate in the numerics of life, the heavier your challenges are.
These challenges i'm facing robbed a great deal of who i used to be. I began to question if i'm able to see that light on my face again. They say behind every misfortune lies a certain splendour. I'm grieving patiently, waiting for hope to save me from drowning in my own tears. Maybe this is the year when I become a real woman. Just maybe.

La Question

It is one of those mornings when you lie awake in bed and your eyes won't shut even though the body feels so torn and tattered. Had strange conversations with people lately. Strangers opening up to you because they think they are dying or because they need help with certain subjects,etc. Strange as it is, it makes you feel warm inside to know that these people trusted you enough to pour out their hearts' contents even though you are a stranger to them. Then comes the question of disappointment. When you've been disappointed by the same person too many times, how do you make it understood that its never easy to just move forward instantaneously with a head thats filled with positive thoughts? Nobody wants to have a head thats filled with negativity unless of course if your anthem is 'I'm only happy when It Rains'.

When do you decide then if someone is serious about you when it has been really difficult for him to find the time to meet your parents? Is that a sign then that he's not? Is busy always an acceptable excuse? Too many obstacles stopping him from reaching your parents, is that a sign that he's not the one? You know what they say, when you really want something, you'll try your best to make it possible.

Well people, what are your views? Do let me know.
Cheerios

My name is BLUE

When love betrays you and eats you alive, when do you decide enough is enough? What happens if you by chance stumble upon a situation when your legs turn jelly and you feel like somebody just sucked the life out of you? Imagine hearing promises of a better tomorrow and then witnessing that one person whom you hoped to be your saviour killing you softly right in front of your eyes? Do you run and cry for help? Or do you just leave that relationship even when he begs you not to?
Sometimes you wonder what it means when someone says they truly love you and would always be there for you in times of need. Why is someone's love always taken for granted even up till the point when the person who's been hurt and smashed has to go through therapy to pick herself up? How do you know if someone loves you truthfully? When should you start trusting again?
When you re-question your position in the relationship and you feel like there's nothing to hang on for and that you truly have nothing to offer to the person you loved sincerely and without a doubt, is that an indication to just pack up your bags and leave?
Apologies in this situation are underrated because the damage is really severe. Unless the person who's guilty as charged is willing to work really really hard to establish the trust and the love without even letting the ego intrude. Unless that person understands what the hurt has done to the relationship and how low he has stooped as a human being. I personally believe things might just work if the above mentioned things were shown with so much sincerity and honesty.