Monday, March 19, 2007

Love is an Addiction

It feels like I've been given heroin for three and a half years of my life and now the supplier stops handing me my stash.
The idea of having to go through cold turkey scares the shit out of me. Right now it feels almost impossible to get up on my own two feet and brave the harsh winds of reality. I've been feeling really low. Somehow i don't know what i'm worth anymore.
If only there was someone who would save me from this depressive state. My eyes are really swollen from all the crying. I've been fighting really hard but it seems like i'm gonna die of a broken heart. I feel like I'm doomed to wander this earth alone just like The Incredible Hulk.
My mother wants meet to leave this place to forget about all my worries. She feels its the best thing to do.

2 comments:

outofmyhair said...

Love is still here looming around... waiting for the best days ahead of us...

Anonymous said...

hugz* ohhh sweetie.